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Biplane by zilzalisme Biplane :iconzilzalisme:zilzalisme 5 5 Ship by zilzalisme Ship :iconzilzalisme:zilzalisme 6 0 Girl on a Swing by zilzalisme Girl on a Swing :iconzilzalisme:zilzalisme 4 3
Literature
Four Worlds
Four worlds that live in my mind,
strange lands of a different kind.
Three are visions that reside in me,
the forth is a stark reality.
A world of paint and colours bright,
even shades of black at night.
A world of words that fill my pages,
changing with a life of various stages.
A world of wood that carves and creates,
transforming trees into various states.
A world of reality to be lived and defined,
by all that I choose to leave behind.
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Literature
Hangover
Shouted for divine assistance but god just didn't care,
went back to bed complaining it really wasn't fair,
climbed on my bed with a towel round my head,
I lay down moaning feeling like I was nearly dead,
the room was spinning harder as I tried to get some sleep,
not a chance, even though I tried to count some sheep.
I staggered to the bathroom my guts began to quake,
I put my fingers down my throat, that was a big mistake,
the kebab and booze I drank and ate from the night before,
erupted like a fountain and spread all over the sodding floor,
I know what! I'll take some pills and get some morning air,
my head was banging like a drum as I staggered down the stair,
the door was jammed it wouldn't budge my exit surely blocked,
you stupid twat you have lost your mind the fucking thing is locked.
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Literature
Long is the Future
I see pages of words they litter the floor,
I am looking around searching for more.
books shredded in pieces all tattered and torn,
bindings of leather all threadbare and worn.
collect all the words and place them in rhymes,
convert them to verse to be used in hard times.
Libraries of stone rising up to the skies,
sapphire blue gems placed deep in the eyes.
Will help you understand, your life and its past,
then all knowledge learned will be useful at last.
Long is the future where mysteries unfold,
many moments will be forgotten, and never retold.
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Literature
All that it Grows
I sit by this lake surrounded by stars,
off in the distance sits Venus and Mars.
The surface is calm until the ripples appear,
fish chasing anything that comes anywhere near.
Silence exists but always surrounded by sound,
birds in the night small creatures scurrying around.
A symphony of nature ignored by most ears,
eyes that see little, hiding the fears and the tears.
Gone are the dreams that disappeared with the dawn,
only to return as nightmares once the curtains are drawn.
So I sit by this lake surrounded by life and its woes,
thinking of the beauty of nature and all that it grows.
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The Cricket Match by zilzalisme The Cricket Match :iconzilzalisme:zilzalisme 5 3
Literature
None of us are Free
She said she was a tomboy, I said I didn't care,
she said she never wanted breasts it really was unfair.
I said it doesn't matter what you got its all the same to me,
I'm on the road to nowhere, its somewhere you don't want to be.
She said she was a free spirit, I said I didn't care,
she said she hates to be tied down it really was unfair.
I said it doesn't matter where you are its all the same to me,
I'm looking at the distant stars, your still looking out to sea.
She said she told too many lies, I said I didn't care,
she said nobody believes the truth it really was unfair.
I said it doesn't matter what people say its all the same to me,
your on the road that takes your soul, but then again, none of us are free.
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Literature
Fades out of Sight
When I walk, the past walks with me,
when I sing, the song isn't something to see.
My words when I speak are spoken in verse,
and all that is inside me is viewed as a curse.
I don't see what they tell me I use my own eyes,
the tears that I see shed are mostly just lies.
Look in the mirror no reflections live there,
just eyes that see nothing returning my stare.
Words are never enough only a temporary pause,
people profess to be angels but all have their flaws,
only the truth will reach every star in the night,
and I will watch each one as it fades out of sight.
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Literature
The Cure
Millions of people just scurrying along,
me! I think they have got it all wrong,
they focus on the pavement and never look back,
seeing no beautiful colours just grey and or black.
Then flop in the chair and reach for the television control,
mindlessly watching a world without a heart or a soul.
Then off to the doctors to medicate the depression,
a psychiatrist to tell them they live a life of repression.
Me! I think this is all a bit of a farce,
the answer is simple, get off your fat arse.
Go to the forests, the mountains or beaches,
look at the wonders of nature and all that it teaches.
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Literature
Appreciate
Green fields and landscapes for as far as we see,
skies where the birds and the clouds are all seemingly free.
The vastness of oceans full of creatures unseen,
and all the time we wonder what all this could mean.
Then the sun drops from the sky and stars seem to be born,
only to disappear once again with the advent of a new dawn.
Astronomers give answers but the questions remain,
just like the scientists until recalculating again and again.
Me! I just smile as new wonders unfold in my mind,
and always there are new things I am wanting to find.
Gravity, energy and mass mean very little to me,
I just sit here and appreciate everything I can see.
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Literature
A Sky Still Blue a Tree Still Green
I see clearly through the mists of time,
I even write it in verse and rhyme.
Many clouds are sent to cover the dawn,
but still I see where the lines are drawn.
I crossed them all in a life so long,
it broke many chains and made me strong.
I carry the ghosts that have left me behind,
knowing there are many more to find.
They add no weight unless you are weak,
obscuring new horizons we yearn to seek.
Be not afraid of what is unseen,
the sky will stay blue, the trees stay green.
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Literature
Mudslide
Bombarded with droplets of rain,
the earth drinks it again and again.
It sucks it deep until it has had its fill,
then it decides its time to spill.
Out it flows and swallows the land,
turning solid rock to dirt and sand.
Then the sands begin to slip and slide,
and people run and try to hide.
But to no avail there is no escape,
the earth begins to change its shape.
The hill now a valley as it is washed away,
and the people scream and start to pray.
If only they had burnt the twigs and not the trees,
They wouldn't be on their hands and knees.
they had to burn the trees to keep warm at night,
and now they are buried and out of sight.
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Literature
The Oak
The girl sat on a bench in the park watching the world go by,
off in the distance something kept catching her eye.
It was a warm summers day so it was quite difficult to see,
she could just make out somebody sat on a branch of a tree.
Intrigued she stood and strolled appearing not to notice or care,
the closer she got she realised it was a man sat up there.
The man paid no heed as the girl stopped and looked all around,
she pretended she was looking at all the things on the ground.
The man smiled to himself as he scribbled his notes,
of little verses and sketches mixed in with some quotes.
Then he saw in the distance cumulus clouds dark and grey,
and mused to himself that they were heading this way.
He said, curiosity wont kill you but it may soak you through,
she pretended to be startled but she instantly realised he knew,
she lowered her eyes and blushed deep inside as she spoke,
I was curious as to why someone would sit so high in an oak.
The man shrugged his shoulders and jumped fr
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Literature
Shadows
Shadows deep and dark revealing fear,
shying away not going near.
Minds eye sees what isn't there,
imagination running riot everywhere.
Turn on the light, its just a wall,
nothing scary there at all.
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You think if they don't see it
That that equates to strength
Your words burst like explosions
Spoken with passion, fury, fire...
Your actions quake, but in their wake
You desolate what is worthwhile
All you want is power
All you want is fame
But every word strikes terror
And fast inspire fear and hate
You wanted them to respect you
But now you've made them your enemies
And as for those who were closest to you
Well you have chased them all away
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That the choices that you made were wrong
Your bitterness just fuels wrath
That you'll unleash upon them all!
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Or believe this path you've chosen is folly
You force yourself to believe that
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Just culminates into another one
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A journey of time
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Best served cold
I am raging like the sea
Eating the ships
And consuming all sunlight
Washing away all in my wake
They say revenge
is best served cold
So I'll burn you down
And with those flames
I'll warm my soul
The ground will quake
A bitter after shake
For my anger is unleashed
And now my eyes are dry
No longer shall my face
Be tear streaked
Revenge is so sweet
And I'll nibble away
Enjoying the flavor
Savoring the taste
For now and long after
I shall let my colors show
A side of me
You pulled out
Never did you know
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Using yellow paint
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Blue is the color
Brushed by the damned
Luck is unfriendly
Still they hold on
Brush in hand
Fast and reckless
Are those who paint red
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Sometimes destroying instead
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With the shade of green
Walk heads held high
Thoughts at ease
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I wasn't always this way, you know
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and laughter bubbling out,
with others joining in.
I was truly happy then
I did not have to wear 
my mask to shield me
from the sadness that rains down
on my already twisted mind
After the arguments started
to turn into screaming matches,
I always hid, curled up
and trembled with fear
The emotions started to change,
become corrupted into nothing
but numbing emptiness
and temporary joy
Over the years of learning
what to say, how to act
and becoming a wallflower,
I'm now a husk
The radiance is gone,
light no longer dances
in dull dark eyes
with a permanent frown
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Safe Haven
Somewhere in between
Sunday morning coffee
and finding a cool spot on my pillow,
I feel the warmth of your breath
on the back of my neck,
the weight of your arm and leg
wrap around my body
and your love pulls me in.
I  could lay here forever
anchored on our boat in the harbour.
The storm is over
I am finally home.
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Four worlds that live in my mind,
strange lands of a different kind.

Three are visions that reside in me,
the forth is a stark reality.

A world of paint and colours bright,
even shades of black at night.

A world of words that fill my pages,
changing with a life of various stages.

A world of wood that carves and creates,
transforming trees into various states.

A world of reality to be lived and defined,
by all that I choose to leave behind.
Shouted for divine assistance but god just didn't care,
went back to bed complaining it really wasn't fair,
climbed on my bed with a towel round my head,
I lay down moaning feeling like I was nearly dead,
the room was spinning harder as I tried to get some sleep,
not a chance, even though I tried to count some sheep.

I staggered to the bathroom my guts began to quake,
I put my fingers down my throat, that was a big mistake,
the kebab and booze I drank and ate from the night before,
erupted like a fountain and spread all over the sodding floor,

I know what! I'll take some pills and get some morning air,
my head was banging like a drum as I staggered down the stair,
the door was jammed it wouldn't budge my exit surely blocked,
you stupid twat you have lost your mind the fucking thing is locked.

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Arsnic-Ainjel Featured By Owner Edited Oct 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the favorites. :heart:
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Thankyou so much for watching! :heart:
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LisaAnn1968 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for faving and kind words. BTW not knowing a person's name drives me nuts. lol So I going to call you Zil I like it hope you do as well. 
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zilzalisme Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2017
Most on here call me Zil. zilzalisme actually means earthquake (arabic, and no i'm not lol)
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LisaAnn1968 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Ummm yes you are so shhhh. lol Hug 
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zilzalisme Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2017
meant not arabic lol
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WindMeister8 Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2017
thank you so much for the watch too!! :glomp:
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Thank you so very much for favingRain Stars Blue  Star + Moon Dangles - F2U! Rain Stars Blue
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Happy birthday! I hope you are having a wonderful time. :cake: :party:
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:happy birthday: Happy Birthday!Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D
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thank you
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:party: Happy Birthday! :cake:
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thank you
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LisaAnn1968 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday my friend! I hope you find wonder, amazement, and adventure but most important I hope you run around and have the time of your life! Happy Birthday (3) happy birthday to moo Happy Birthday (3) 
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thank you lis
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Daisy you're welcome Wiggly text - You're Welcome Daisy you're welcome
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Happy birthday! ^^
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thank you
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Hope you have a wonderful day.     :happy birthday:     Happy BirthdayParty 
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thank you su
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Thank you for faving Warm Fuzzy 2  :fluffy: NOT MY WORK Warm Fuzzy 2
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Thanks a million for the watch, I really appreciate it! :aww:
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thank you for watching.
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